Saturday, October 30, 2010

kaleidoscope eyes

thoughts come rushing in- waves of light and frequencies beyond understanding...i
found my home in the warmth of the embrace; never before have my eyes beheld such
a sight...such a tremendous dream, and how blessed are we all...

...to be a part of the great mystery of life, and all of it's vessels. the love of kindred souls
drives me to profess to you a secret i have kept for so, so long...


all i have ever really wanted was to see the truth, the "light"...the beauty, and no matter how
bleak the times may have been, i have always tried to see what hope remains - though i hid
my heart in the depths of squalor, the boundless grace i received in the recent days is
overwhelming...everything has changed.



life, as we know it, is teetering on a new dawn. a "rebirth" of soulfulness, and passion...
the faces i've held so dear are blossoming into muses for my own admiration...i have
seen it with my own grey eyes...that precious boy, who will forever have the biggest
piece of my heart; i have seen the change in him most of all, but i can see the seed that
has been planted this autumn...for all of us to observe until we can finally yield the
fruits of our harvest.

i feel lucky to have been a part of the random happenstances over the years...the events
that lead up to this very day...a day i am able to sit and write to you, and tell everyone
exactly where i've been.


really, i can say i fell in love. and i'm not at all ashamed to confess this, i can rest my weary
head in her hands, and feel safe again. through this spectacular course of travels, and
the obstacles we have ALL faced (so bravely, might i add), it is apparent that the human
spirit can withstand so much. call upon me in times of trouble, Grotto, i will always remain here.
the biggest fear is fear itself, a wise man once said...

do not fear the change that awaits...it lingers on the edge of the season, and to fall victim
to inflexibility is unacceptable. stand tall in the face of the roots that ruin, hold fast, 
and run with the opportunities. a new era unfolds...the PASSIONATE, the INTELLECTUALS,
the LEADERS, the WRITERS, the MUSICIANS...the ARTISTS...


...and i will sit atop the highest of mountaintops and watch the world through my kaleidoscope.





KING AMY