Saturday, October 9, 2010

A Brief Moment of Clarity

i watched your eyes grow heavy and tired, as you slipped into a deep sleep...
you look so beautiful. you look so, so...good. and when you sleep, i am wide
awake. i am the rock. you are my island. i am the ocean, but you are all my rain.
the conclusion i have come to is this :

freedom is the only answer.

that's what i crave, it's what i need most - more than any amount of
money - more than drugs. more than most.      

do you believe in me? does anyone? ....maybe.
or perhaps...i have completely overestimated myself.
i would shutter to think it the truth.

but today, on this beautiful Saturday morning, i am waiting. i am waiting
for the world to wake, wishing it was time for the night to come, already.
because when the sun sinks below the horizon, my next journey will begin.
(i hope.) if all is as it should be, life will take new shape - again. i pray that
i find the answer to the questions i seek...


maybe...i shouldn't be seeking out any sort of answer.
                                   
        maybe...i should just let it all go. they will seek me out, as long as i am patient.



KING