Remembering Him

1st mvmnt

1. I must always remember him. 
2. Deep within the tumult of my senses, I must always remember that the storm is not unyielding. His eyes are my twin Suns, blotting out the anti-smiles.
3. Whenever I am too blinded, as everyone can be, by my own insecurities, I must remember that it is him who makes me feel secure. 
4. Whenever I consider my life through splintered, faded glasses, considering things that no rational mind should, I must remember that he is the reason for keeping sane.
5. Whenever the deepest crevices of my emotion have frozen over, I must remember that he is the only warmth worth feeling and fighting for. 
6. Whenever the small beast, jealousy, grows larger and larger behind my pupils, I must remember that pity only dehumanizes the heart that should feel sympathy; I must remember that we are who we are, as long as we both are willing.
7. I must remember that I am always willing.
8. I must remember to always remind him how deeply I care.
9. I must remember to never take for granted the wideness of his smile or the fullness of his eyes.
10. I must never become the kind of person that we both have had to endure.
11. I must remember that every foolish gesture and every immature outburst are only manifestations of the "me" I've left behind. 
12. I must remember that the past is of no importance, even when resurrected unintentionally. 
13. I must remember trust.
14. I must remember never to attempt a justification for a wrong that I must admit.
15. I must remember him.
16. I must remember that my flaws are my worst enemies. 
17. I must remember that my flaws define me.
18. I must remember that though my flaws may weigh me down, he accepts me flaws and all.
19. I must remember him.
20. I must always remember him.

2nd mvmnt

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+ Ari, the ever faithful Artchbishope of Artillery